Most of the time when I look at him, I still see my little boy…..in his smile, his laugh, his humor…….But I find it happening more and more where I look at him and I also see the younf man he is becoming…….It is in the changing shape of his face, in the way he carries himself……in the pieces of my husband I see within him more and more……I am afraid and not afraid at the same time.  I cling to those moments of boyhood that are still there, but I am so excited to get to know this wonderful young man that is emerging………