My house is happy, my heart is full and my family is complete. The children I have are life’s perfect gifts. But sometimes it is hard to believe that those days of growing a beautiful little person inside of me are over. How lucky I am to have had their hearts beat with mine, to have felt their little kicks, to have watched them take their first breath. I don’t truly want to go back to those days, but in turning the page from one of the greatest chapters of my life I have to acknowledge the pang of longing for the magical time that it was.